a different game now.

It amazes me how fast things change. Everything is completely different from a year ago, heck even a month ago. Surprisingly the only thing that has stayed the same is the thing I thought I would have lost a looong time ago, you. You are always there when I need someone to talk to or when I wanna get out or anything. Yeah, we have up and downs but who doesn't? I know everything is hard for you right now but you have to understand that I'm here for you and so is everyone else who refuses to give up on you.

It's going to be weird. Going from seeing you so much to barely seeing you at all. It's like going to Hersey, Pennsylvania and only getting one small chocolate kiss. Well, I guess it's not like I'll stop thinking of you because not a second go by's that I don't think about you. It just blows my mind, how much I care about you and would do anything to see you happy and yet your just my best friend. We had our run and all but honestly I can't lose you. I refuse to let it happen. Mainly because I can't force myself to say goodbye. Maybe there is a reson we still hold on, Maybe there is a reason we go through what we do. Maybe.

I honestly miss what we had a year ago. I miss being happy because of you. I miss you being my support. I miss my goober. Yeah, we do have great times and yeah, we are still close but I wish things would have ended differently. You were right. We've been through so much and lawd we do have so much more to go through. I know this because I don't plan on leaving your side especially now. I promised I would always be there for you and I hate breaking promises I made. So let's do this, me and you. I won't let you down.

Every thing is going to be different and okay, just give it time. "Many waters cannot quench love, neither can floods drown it." -Song of Solomon 8:7 Were rooting for you every step of the way. Us, your real friends. You've got a lot on your plate kid but you can get through it. I know you can. Your my BD, you can handle anything. I believe in you. (: I always have and I always will. Iloveyou and you know it.
<3 tuhkneeuh!