growing up

When were little we always wonder what its like to grow up, but now I'm starting to wonder what in the world was I looking forward to. Growing up is so much work.

Picking something to study in school is so hard. You have to do one thing for the rest of your life, make sure you pick the correct thing. All I ever here is adults complaining about how much they hate their jobs and I always swore not to be one of those people, but how do you find something that makes you happy and makes good money?

Keeping your religion is also a lot of work too. I've lost so much, and im finally starting to find it all again. It takes one life changing event to open your eyes to the world and the life that you've left behind. I've relized that I lost my religion. I mean I know He is always there and He knows what's up but I feel like I've disappointed the crap out of Him. I'm so glad that I've decied to turn everything back over to Him and let Him fix everything that I have messed up. Now that I have turned everything back over to Him, I am so excited to see where He leads my life to.

Lastly the one thing I must blog about is my friends. They are the greatest group of people in the world. They are there through the hardest of times and the greatest of times. I don't know how exactly to relate to you guys how amazing these people are. Just know you will read about them a lot and I don't know what I would do without them.

I said it before and I'll probably say it a lot, it takes one life changing event to open your eyes. I found my one thing and it's opened my eyes to the life I want to live. This doesn't mean that I'm going to be this huge stick in the mud, it means I'm going to aware of my choices and pray in times of distress. I am going to change things that I don't like and make my life one I'm proud of.
"Anything is possible through the Strength of God." Philippians 4:13
So, here is to my new beginning. With my amazing friends, awesome family, and God. It's going to be a good new year.
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