No matter what happened in the past, you always have to look forward to the future. But what if I messed up my future in the past? What if my happy ending will never happen? I guess that's just it. Lifes full of what ifs and not enough let's do it. I just want to be happy and if I could keep all the same people in my life for the rest of my life, I'd be one happy camper. I don't know what I did to deserve the people I have but I thank god for them everyday, especially this one kid and a very special little girl