for you only.

One of the greatest things about being in guard is that I tend to spin when I need to clear my head and this week just happens to be one rough week in my world. I am finally taking steps to start going to nursing school, I found a new addiction (glee), I can't escape my head for a second, and I'm starting to go down a road that I have been down so many times but hey lookie here I'm back again. Ahhhh! it's all starting to be too much. Well back to the whole guard thing, I have decided to start writing my audition peice for either UF or an independent guard. I might take a video just to show you so you know where my passion tends to go.

I found the perfect song and I have some wonderful ideas, I can't wait to put it all together and do it. I'm about to change subjects very hastly but I have to vent. I am sooo in love with this boy it's absolutly crazy.
I don't know what keeps me so hung on him but I love it and I honestly wouldn't change a thing about us. He is my bestfriend and so much more. I just ... I'm sprung hard and no matter how many times I hurt myself in the process I want him back so bad and I know it won't happen but I'm not just going to go down with out a fight. Give up? That's a good idea but I want to make sure I'm not giving up on the kid I'm suppost to be with.

Blahhh. Enough please with this love non sense. I am so excited to show you my routine. I think it's my best one yet, I put so much heart and feeling into it. I hope you can tell and I really hope you like it. When I do put it up you'll deffinatly have to comment on it.  I'm kind of excited to start going back to school and starting my future. Already having to pay some bills and being completely broke is a feeling I didn't like. So I am going to make so sure that I don't have to worry week to week about living a good life. I am going to be a nurse and I am going to be amazing at my job. I am so pumped.

Life has so many up and downs and all around but I am so ready with everything that is about to be thrown my direction. Bring it on cause I'm not letting anything or anyone bring me down. :p leggggo!
<3 tuhkneeuh!